Feeling empty
Not feeling too well today. Nothing specific except that I am tired and having trouble focusing. I had work that needed doing today and I’ve not done any of it. Even this blog has been neglected. I just feel empty.
I’m not looking for sympathy. It’s just that I promised from the beginning I’d try to be honest about what’s going on. So this is where I’m at right now.
I know things will pick up tomorrow.
I remember when I curled up on the couch and was just killing time til I joined Ken. It was awful. I decided I would not refuse an invite no matter how bad I felt. I took advantage of my family and friends to make me laugh and forget about my loneliness. It has been a year now and think I’m really over the hump. Slow climb but now I feel normal and excited about life again.
That’s really good to hear. I feel a little sheepish about whining when you had to go through such a difficult time. Thank you, Nellie, for all your support and love. I’m very proud of you and how you handle life. Your outlook and strength have always inspired me.